this is a story from my past. this is a story about how bitchy i was. this is a story about love.
saat itu, gw punya pacar yang sayang banget sama gw. no kidding. gw tau dia sayang banget sama gw. saking sayangnya, dia mau gw suruh pulang dari bali ke jakarta saat dinas, padahal waktu itu belum jadwalnya dia pulang.
puas? ya! semakin membuktikan kalo dia emang sayang banget sama gw.
dan ngelunjaklah gw. menyusullah perbuatan2 bitchy lainnya. apa efeknya buat gw dan dia? gw jelas tambah sayang. dia jelas capek. haha.
akhirnya? pergilah dia ninggalin gw dengan sayangnya yang mungkin emang udah berkurang sedikit demi sedikit. tinggalah gw sendirian dengan sayang yang udah makin bertambah. ironis.
now, i dont love him anymore. dan gw cuma bisa mastiin, gw ga melakukan hal yang sama.
dan kenapa gw nulis disini? supaya orang-orang di luar sana ga melakukan kesalahan yang sama seperti gw. dengan punya pacar yang sayang banget sama lo, bukan berarti lo bisa memperlakukan dia seenaknya.
if you do what i did, you'll get what i got. cheers! :)
Together for All The Times { 8:58 PM }
Hasil kerjaan hari minggu kmaren. Gilingan padi apv ternyata gede juga ya :p
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.zoni.
Together for All The Times { 1:52 PM }
Do you know how does it feel? Menusuk!
Dear God, please make me stronger. I know I can.
And the most important is.. please fix the thing (may i put the word 'soon' here? -yes you may :p), and lead the way. I beg.
If I may quote the message given to me last year,
"You never know what you have till you say goodbye. And now I just know, dear. It was you." That's definitely 1000% TRUE! You will only know it when you're about to say good bye. And once you got it back again, you're back to not knowing what you have now. Make sense :)
Well, I'm off. Be positive, positive, positive.
.Amalia.
Together for All The Times { 11:32 PM }
Nyanyi lagi yurr,
It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love we've been working on
Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's going to come and save you
We pulled too many false alarms
We're going down
And you can see it too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room
I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it's nothing to me
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw
I'll make the most of all the sadness
You'll be a bitch because you can
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand
We're going down
And you can see it too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room
Go cry about it, why don't you?
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room
Don't you think we ought to know by now?
Don't you think we should have learned somehow? .zoni.
Together for All The Times { 8:53 AM }
